"A heart full of so many things to say and i dont know how to begin or how things will ever end because i like pain has no ending. My life has been a journey of good and bad alot of fear and mistreatment led to confusion. I have failed to give a expression to the feeling raging through my heart. It feels like silence and stillness and a total absence of light to guide me from what im going through.I have no regrets just sadness through out my room rooms of memory.Meeting you happend like destiny it wasnt planned.When i left you that night it pained me to see you go because of the comfort because when im with you i feel understood and not judged. I can see you in my mind,blushing over these words and it makes me smile in a sad sort of way.Theres this absence of light but when im with you i see clearly.All i know is that i miss having you here to light up this darkness. I wonder how often you think of us. If what we had faded enough that touching the memory of our time together brings you something sweeter than the end.Maybe im looking for things that i shouldnt be looking for."
"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Maya Angelou (via kari-shma)
relaxing at the highline <3